This Feel

Today i feel like don't wanna doing anything.

Is this a feeling of falling in love?

Is this a feeling of missing someone?

is this a feeling of curiosity of someone?

*le sigh*

This feel make me want to do nothing beside lay in my desk.

This Feel...

Note to Self

As usual, last friday (07.11.2013) i went to my office. Traffic is usual thing, another routine you have go through in this city. What make different is that i read in a vespa.

"Do you really wanna live like common people?"

it's written on the body of the vespa itself.

my first thought : oh ok.

second thought : hmmmmmm.. *think hard*

And until now those quotes make me think about this life.

Do you really wanna live like common people?

what's that quotes mean?

Live like common people?? hmmmm.....

In this stage age of mine, i often to think about what will i do in this life.

Life that i want is not as easy as we flip our hand. 

Working as project admin in one of research market industry is far away from what i ever think of.

Habitual action that i do every day and my parents' imagination about their daughter life are enough make me reconsider about my job.

This is life that we live just once.

Do you really wanna live like common people? My answer is absolutely NO!

But, what's actually "common people" life?

For me, common people life is a life that we live just because to full fill their time. Go to work as a robot and then go home - sleep - back again to work. To be honest, yes that's my life right now. 

Those quote is slap me right in my face. Yes, i have to re-write my own life.

I don't want to regret about a life that i live in for the whole life. No. Ever.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,

Dear Allah,

please hear my pray:

Please lead and bless my way, give me the best way to go through this life.

I wanna to be useful person in this world.

Aaammmiiin...